Hyper Pop

I’m doing great

I’m fine I’m great I’m fine

I feel like masturbating too much,

eating three bags of hot Cheetos a day again

I’m over estimating how much time is in 24 hours, 7 days, 12 months,

thinking about your head shoulder knees and toes knees and toes

Biting smoking watching thinking but what if, what if what if if what? If what then what if! What the fuck fuck fuck your life gently down the stream, life is surely just a dream

Sirens, screeches, silence, savory sweet

I’m in I i’m I’m in i I’m craving impulsive, or maybe just need to buy juice, decisions, 2am bedtime, 6am call time

To perceive or to not be perceived today

Sit in the shower, pick at your hair, legs, face, teeth, hair, hair, hair hair hair hair hair hot shower hair dry hair lotion sticky

Feet cold damp walk of shame sticky wet feet

Ya put your whole head in and you shake it all around, now that’s what it’s all about

I’m doing great really I’m doing fine I’m ok I’m doing ya know that thing it’s ok to be ya know, alive

Hyper pop music blasting in my headphones and all I can giggle about is how no one knows

-Shealyn Shea Lyn